My Life

CRY

2010-05-14T22:00:00.000-07:00

i still remember YOU got few times cry for me...the first time i saw YOU cry for me is when we finish the movie at Genting trip that organized by Kien Siong...YOU cry in front of me...honestly,i never appreciates that YOU cry for me that time...i just feel YOU very stupid coz YOU cry in front of many ppl...just because of that kind of attitude,it makes me feel YOU are such a cute girl...second time,YOU cry for me just because YOU cheated on me when YOU start study at kampar...YOU feel guilty so YOU honest and told me the truth...and then YOU request to break up...i definately reject what YOU request however that time i havent forgive YOU about you cheat me...bt slowly and slowly,day by day,i started to forgive YOU...i dun know why i so nervous when YOU request to break up with me...maybe i really fall in love with YOU...third time,go buy laptop at Low Yat wit tony and me...YOU ask your mom to fetch me along too but your mom dun let...YOU wanna do that just because you wanna let your mom knows more about me...but your mom refused...YOU ask to call you and them u cry just because of that small matter..know what?i really getting touched that time...coz i know you gt few time quarrel with your mom just because of me...the forth time,is recently 1...i guess YOU know what happen dun YOU?

Nervous & Last Blog

2010-01-21T18:55:00.000-08:00

Later need 2 settle with her leh...gt a bit nervous... ^^ however i know 80% will failed n only 20% will success bt i also will try my best 2 get her back...and...this is my last blog....i create this blog just bcoz i wanna let her know tat i really feel regret wat i do 2 her...i hope she will give me 1 more chance...just 1...the last chance...no matter whether u will give me chance anot,i also wana tell u that,i really LOVE YOU.....

Since you went away hasn't been the same
In my heart all I got is pain
Could it be that I played a game to lose you,
I can't maintain
Sunlight moonlight you lit my life realize in the night
while love shines bright
Cant let you go we're meant forever baby let me know
This past without you, Can't forget you
Letting me be the cloud hanging above me
Raining on me missing you touch
Nights get long and it's hard to clutch
We're apart breaks my heart
Its all for the best girl you're my world
In time my love unfurls
He will then wait for you girl

At last,sorry for wat i did 2 u before that makes u hurt...hope u'll always happy in the future... ^^

dun noe wat happen wit me

2010-01-18T17:34:00.000-08:00

Yesterday i help my cousin celebrate his 19th birthday wit Hong Hing gang too...is quite happy wit them n i can almost 4get my sadness...bt,i cant...i keep asking myself dun sms her dun sms her...bt i oso did tat...tis is wat v chat.....

me : dear,i so miss u oh...doin wat there??
she : doin group study...anything?i very busy nw...
me : no la....just suddenly miss u n wana chat wit u only ma...hehe! ^^
she : but i not miss u...i really very busy...bye...
me : oh...okok..u busy ur thg ba...hehe!

Wat means by de last message tat she reply? "but i not miss u "...she really dun miss me?or...she just getting stress about her study so she say so...i really dun noe...friday i wana settle wit her...bt,will success ma?she will give me 1 last chance ma?i really hope she can give de 1 last chance....coz i noe wat i'm doin b4 was wrong....

regret

2010-01-17T21:24:00.000-08:00

Last few day ago,my gf break up wit me...y?coz she cant be patient 2 me anymore...y say so?de story is begin on last few months ago....she say she getting annoying n fed up wit me coz i ask too much thg about her....i keep asking my heart....i really did tat ma??everytime she go out,maximum i just ask her who gt join where she go...minimum just ask her 2 sms me when she reach there...like tat oso get annoying ma??i noe v r having a distance problem since You go Kampar 4 ur studies...i oso understand y u say u get annoyed wit me....coz i nv give u freedom rite???yea...i noe...i try my best 2 satisfy ur needs...i noe wat i done still cant satisfy u bt i alrdy try my best...last few day,v quarrel again...who cause it?ME!!y?bcoz i too care about her make she getting annoyed wit me...bt at tat time,i thought wat i did was rite n nv think about her...i always scold her tat she nv stand my position n think about me...actually,neither me oso like tat....i really feel regret nw...bt all is too late....if can,i hope can turn back de time n fix our relationship...these few day i learn a lot of thg about love from my fren who call vivian....i think she more worst than me...haih...tis friday i 1 settle wit her le...i really hope she can give me 1 more chance 2 let me make her feel tat i'm de BEST EVER BF TAT SHE NV HAD B4!!!at last,i really hope u can give me 1 more chance 2 let me perform as ur bf well in de future.....